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"Lights out the sirens are calling - all the lost souls are searching hallucinate the rest..."
Posted:Nov 10, 2017 6:41 pm
Last Updated:Nov 11, 2017 8:31 am
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"Lights out the sirens are calling - and all the lost souls are searching
hallucinate the rest - if I could stay..."

Hey... now... are you listening... are we lost souls... and, if we are... what are we searching for... do we know... will we ever find it... do our eyes see... does our heart feel... could we recognize it if it found us...

if the sirens are calling... can we hear them... if all of the lost souls are searching... what makes us different... what makes us special...

don't get me wrong... get me right... see me in this dim light... let me dream the ending I want with you... if... you found me... if... I could stay... if I could be your one... would you be my lover...

I don't write this one for you tonight... I write if for me... in a retrospective manner...

maybe... my shell is hollow... if it is... perhaps... there's room for you...

years ago... I paid for a palm reading... while I was in Jamaica for the first time... she told me... I had a wonderful life line... she also said that I would find two true luvs... that I would have two wives and five ...

I've only been married once... and, have three ... There's still time...
although... time waits for no one... I've been waiting for you...

I am laying here... I feel that pulse... feel that beat... do you feel it too...

many scars have nicked this heart... there's room for more...

Like a Dan Fogelberg song... it's hard to say where love went wrong... but, does it ever go wrong... or do we just get lost in another haze... or someone else's dream...

Yes... John Lennon... you may say I'm a dreamer... and, maybe... I'm the only one... but... these dreams of release are there for you... only you...

Maybe... I should write them in Braille... sometimes... people say that the wrong channels of communication are being used...

Maybe... I should send up smoke signals...

Maybe... I should make like a Sting song... and send out an S.O.S...

It's hard enough to say... I luv you... I luv you... I luv you...

I can feel you... that beat... that slow breath... that pulse...

sigh...

...

"Lights out the sirens are calling
and all the lost souls are searching
hallucinate the rest
if i could stay
hold out and wait for all
the haze to clear
and this shell is
hollow
hollow
but it's hard enough
to say
all the things that hurt
when i isolate the truth
can i make it work
Wish i could disengage
dreaming of release
when I lay here listening
it's that pulsing beat..." - Chikaya – "Pulse"
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"Wish I could disengage... dreaming of release..."

Oh...
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"you’re a riddle, and i’m a haiku, and for this lifetime I'd like to solve you..."
Posted:Nov 9, 2017 7:24 pm
Last Updated:Nov 10, 2017 6:03 pm
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"you’re a riddle, and i’m a haiku, and for this lifetime I'd like to solve you..." I luv this line as much as I could luv u...

these are the lyrics I search for... like a needle in a haystack... like a heavenly creature among several goddesses...

oh... how I would luv to solve you... maybe... not for a lifetime... although, I kinda like how that sounds...

are you the riddle I can solve... are you the haiku that five-seven-fives me... that spins me 'round and 'round... like a top that only knows the sound of luv...

trapped in a whirlwind of spinning... our bodies wound tight as you fit me... as I fit you... as we knew we would...

I've been searching for you... have I found you... did you want to be found... is it a lifetime... time to saddle up... I've found you... the truth is here... is now...

if you are a riddle... I'm going to solve you... let me try... let me fail... could you...

I have dreams of us... wild dreams that could cum true... with you...

cum... cum... ride with me... lets' start with a first...

next to me is a spot reserved only for you... on top of me is also where you can share a view...

dance to me... cum slowly to me... we have a lifetime... to explore each other's minds...

would you like to be mine... if you can dream it... you can do it...

picture us... I see you...

read these lyrics and my pages are revealed... no secrets...

"roll up roll up
been in search of you
saddle up saddle up
ya 'bout to see the truth
tell me all your wildest dreams
and i will make them all come true
do you wanna ride with me,
the passenger seats got a view
you’re a riddle
and i’m a haiku
and for this lifetime
I'd like to solve you
all through the night time
you are my knight in shining armor
that dolce & gabbana
for this lifetime
would you like to be mine
and I only for you
I need your devotion
picture it picture it
i could see us through
tell me all your deepest fears
and i will take them all from you
Know I want to fill my years,
with memories of loving you
you’re a riddle
and i’m a haiku
and for this lifetime
i get to solve you
All through the night time
you are my knight in shining armor
that dolce & gabbana
for this lifetime
would you like to be mine
and I only for you
you are my knight in shining armor
that dolce & gabbana
for this lifetime
would you like to be mine
and I only for you
you stay running from your heart
I stay trying to catch up
But I'll do it for this lifetime
If it means I get to call you mine
you stay running from all love
I'll stay trying to keep up
'Cause I've seen our other lifetimes
i need you, to be the true me
All through the night time
you are my knight in shining armor
that dolce & gabbana
for this lifetime
would you like to be mine
and I only for you
you are my knight in shining armor
that dolce & gabbana
for this lifetime
would you like to be mine
and I only for you..." - Lili Kendall - "Lifetime"
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would you like to be mine
and I only for you...

I luv the sound of that...
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"Your body's a blessing, luv when you flex it, thinking of you in stilettos, got me singin falsetto
Posted:Nov 8, 2017 8:55 pm
Last Updated:Nov 9, 2017 7:05 am
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"Your body's a blessing, I luv when you flex it -
thinking of you in stilettos, got me singing falsetto..." dance for me...

Oh my... where to start with this one... from the get-go... I'm bouncing like a Connor Maynard cover... "Bounce, baby, bounce... bounce... bounce..." - Talking about...

but, this is not for Connor... this one's for my dancer's... those ladies that earn their living on that 8 x 8 square where the Benjamins, Jacksons and the Washingtons flow like the beers and whiskey that flow with them... in the rhythm to soothe the mind and grow that wood...

a post that I read an eternity ago rang similar to this line...

"you are the quality... I'm over the quantity..."

I luv it... that's all I want in life... is someone to see me as the quality... as time well spent... as time stopping for that scent of a rose in the air... while lips are communicating that language of love... love... love... all I need is love...

People say I'll be late to my funeral... that's a good thing... 'cause I'm not planning on one... I want my red Folger's can... to contain what's left of me... and dispersed for all the venutians to see... you could have had this... you could have tasted this... you could have had me...

it's all about the positives...

about you... soon I'll be lookin' straight at it... I picture you... I've made luv to you many times... each a first... each it's own story... each... like tasting a peach... that is full of flavor... I'm wet for you now...

I don't need those pictures... I don't need the tease... I've got you etched in my dreams... when I wake up I see you...

I've always stated in my profile that I want a woman that likes herself... and if you admire yourself... that's ok... there's enough for both of us...

give this a read... then... maybe... get in that easy going zone... take it slow... and, give this one a listen...

"Girl, I'm sorry I'm late, I'm on my way
I'll make it up to you
Trust when I say, I'm swervin' thru lanes
I'm hold up in traffic
I left you a rose on top of the mattress
Your body's a blessing, I luv when you flex it
I'm just confessing, I know what I'm missin'
I like it when you looking back at it
I love the way you see yourself, my memory is photographic
thinking of you in stilettos, got me singing falsetto
soon I'll be looking straight at it,
love the way you see yourself
coming over stuck in hella traffic
thinking of you in stilettos, got me singing falsetto
you are the quality, I'm over the quantity
I'm in a rush, to get to your touch,
you're more than enough
I can't wait to show you what I mean baby
I can't wait to show you I'll be there in a minute
You're body's a blessing
I love when you flex it
I'm just confessin'
I know what I'm missin'
I like it when you lookin' back at it
I love the way you see yourself
my memory is photographic
thinking of you in stilettos, got me singing falsetto
soon I'll be looking straight at it
love the way you see yourself
coming over stuck in hella traffic
thinking of you in stilettos, got me singing falsetto
ooh baby... ooh baby... hella traffic... hella traffic..." - DeCarlo - "Traffic"
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I wonder if I'll be looking straight at it soon... will it be like I picture it...

hmm...

I hope so...
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"When I put my lips on you I hear your voice echoing all through the night for me..." Oh my...
Posted:Nov 6, 2017 5:45 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2017 6:43 pm
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"When I put my lips on you
I hear your voice echoing all through the night for me..."

Inspire the fuck out of me... read me... write me... write of us... unravel those dreams while you are breathing me in... while you are walking... while you are taking a shower... when you bite into that piece of veal marsala... think of me...
some day... these lips will be gently placed on yours... nice and easy going... they are ready... they have been licked... they need to be licked by you...

I don't know about connections... I don't know about nothin'... I just know that this tongue is ready for that first touch... this mind is tormented with you... I am restless... I am reckless... I am ready for you...

I no longer want an angel... I want a woman that wants to be luved... for the first time... open those curtains for me... we are crazy... those two ships crashing into others without any recourse... without any "hold on to me for dear life"... without any... "take me now... I'm yours..." without any "over thinking..."... Oh... easy... this is too fast... oh easy... this is too slow...

I ain't a three minute egg timer... I'm a man ready to be undone by you... my mouth is watering... thoughts flowing... the wait is over... the moment... is there... like a Coldplay song... "Shiver"... like a Sia song "sweet one"... like a zero 7 song "Home"... like a "Garden state" movie... my book has been written for you... those words are not hidden by my mask... those words... trumpet out to you... save me... take me... break me... gently... slowly... drip that honey into me...

When I put my lips on you... -- I'm not a saint... I can't heal you...

"[Verse 1]
You keep me connected to you like I was your shadow
You're giving me answers to all of my questions here on my pillow, oh
Can't nothing get in between us, baby
We've been waiting on this moment for so long
You wanna be reckless, restless, right until tomorrow
Wait

[Chorus]
When I put my lips on you
You feel the shivers go up and down your spine for me
Make you cry for me
When I put my lips on you
I hear your voice echoing all through the night for me
Baby, cry for me
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when

[Verse 2]
Just turn off the lights and you can be my private dancer
When we close the curtains
You and me can forget all our manners, oh
The neighbors must think that we're crazy, baby
'Cause look how easily we keep coming undone
You wanna be reckless, restless, right until tomorrow
Wait

[Chorus]
When I put my lips on you
You feel the shivers go up and down your spine for me
Make you cry for me
When I put my lips on you
I hear your voice echoing all through the night for me
Baby, cry for me
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when

[Chorus]
When I put my lips on you
You feel the shivers go up and down your spine for me
Make you cry for me
When I put my lips on you
I hear your voice echoing all through the night for me
Baby, cry for me
Baby, when I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
When I put my lips on you (when I, when I, when
…" - Maroon 5 - "Lips on You"
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Have you ever felt this way before with someone else...
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"You've got such a pretty smile It's a shame the things you hide behind it..." Rated L - Love
Posted:Nov 5, 2017 7:47 pm
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2017 9:09 pm
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"You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it..."

I want to experience both sets of those lips... taste them gently and deeply...
you are the muse for my writing... a heavenly creature is more than satisfying...

I want to feel invited... cum back in from the cold... I will be here...
step away from the edge... your best friend may not be your mirror...

I'm not about judging the lines on your face... the flaws god gave us all...

you are not alone... you are not alone...

people have asked me do I have one that is my fave... I do not... like the precious few that have welcomed me into their life... I believe that there's room for more than one... song... at the top... but... this one... like a couple of Coldplay & Sia songs ranks in my top 10...

Like a Bo Derek rendition... I always cum back for more... another first to my ears... another vision of her entering my life... forever... and, yet... not so forever... as it seems... our timelines are different... the origination of our versions started at different points... but... they never left as friends... once a lover always a lover... maybe... only in my mind... but, there...

I do know the feeling of alone... maybe... we can be alone together... together... and be...

I know there's nowhere you can hide it... I don't want it to be hidden with us...

I'm not asking for forever... I'm just asking for a first... a moment of intimacy that we can share... something you've not shared before... I'm not saying that you haven't experienced love... I'm just sayin' you've not experienced one like this... don't keep that on the inside... will you be locked out on your own... and, not even know it...

Over time... this song... has still got it... it doesn't lose its luster with me... I am catapulted to a wonderful place when I hear this... and... then I think of the movie... "City of angels"... and, then I think of you...

"You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it
Let 'em go
Give it up for a while
Let 'em free and we will both go find it
I know there's nowhere you can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
I know that you do not feel invited
But, come back, come back in from the cold
Step away then from the edge
Your best friend in life is not your mirror
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away
I am here and I will be forever and ever and I
I know that there's nowhere you can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
Trust me and don't keep that on the inside
Soon you'll be locked out on your own
You're not alone
You're not…" - Jude - ”I know"
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I am here...
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"We are buried in broken dreams - We are knee-deep without a plea..." - Rated NC-41
Posted:Nov 5, 2017 8:18 am
Last Updated:Nov 7, 2017 6:02 am
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"We are buried in broken dreams
We are knee-deep without a plea..."

I hessitate writing to Ruelle... it seems that she wrote these lyrics for us... even though we've yet to meet...

we've not experienced each other yet...

we've not luved each other yet...

we don't have the issues of familiarity breeding contempt...

we don't know each other...

but, she is making a good start to my heart...

she can write... she can sing... but... can she tear herself away from the mistake she's found...

can she rise above the pain... above the cloud that surrounds her search for an easy going man...

is it possible for her to see me in the crowd...

it's clear that she wants to find me... that she is seeking a painless love... one that has hurt intertwined with the words... "can't live without you..."

some of you say that I read too much into lyrics...

I say write your own blog...

this space is reserved for a man that knows how to treat a heavenly creature...

he's thought about her for years... he's dreamt about her... some of taken her place temporarily... because he is open... his heart... not totally sliced out to all who cum...

he does not believe in fate... or the stars... or the signs...

he believes in a woman and her kind... those thoughts of a gentle loving mind...
those luving eyes... adoring looks... the kind you only read about in books...
his luv is there...

to be found you have to be around...

to be loved you have to trust...

it is not those acts concealed by lust...

it is that want...

that part of you that will ache...

when it is missing...

I was inspired today... Ruelle... you helped...
...

"I don't want to know who we are without each other
It's just too hard
I don't want to leave here without you
I don't want to lose part of me
Will I recover?
That broken piece, let it go and unleash all the feelings

Did we ever see it coming?
Will we ever let it go?

We are buried in broken dreams
We are knee-deep without a plea
I don't want to know what it's like to live without you
Don't want to know the other side of a world without you

Is it fair, or is it fate?
No one knows
The stars choose their lovers, save my soul
It hurts just the same
And I can't tear myself away

Did we ever see it coming?
Will we ever let it go?

We are buried in broken dreams
We are knee-deep without a plea
I don't want to know what it's like to live without you
Don't want to know the other side of a world without you

I don't want to know…" - Ruelle - ”The Other Side"
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If you don't want to know... then... do something about it...

make a change...

that astrological chart is as meaningless as a fortune cookie... unless, they printed the lottery number on it... and, you bought the ticket just in time... just sayin'...
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"You're an exception to the rule - You're a bonafide rarity - You're all I ever wanted"
Posted:Nov 4, 2017 10:12 pm
Last Updated:Nov 5, 2017 8:32 am
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"You're an exception to the rule - You're a bonafide rarity -
You're all I ever wanted"

Could you want me... could you possibly be with me... could you... would you...

Is everything a tease to you... are things already decided...

I'm an open book... is that what you're looking for... look no further... I'm here... right in front of you... take me... word by word... page by page... chapter by chapter... stroke by stroke... beat by beat... drop by drop... that first embrace... that first kiss... that first sigh... oh my...

are there locks on every door to your heart... are there locks on your filters... can they ever be turned on to me... to this gentle soul... you say you want true love... you say you want real love... could you recognize it... what if it's already passed the girl by... she wasn't looking... she wasn't paying attention... her eyes were tuned to a different channel... a different vision... she was in a 3d movie... and a black and white real life documentary was playing... lives... dreams... feelings... thoughts... a hand reaching out to you... the glasses making it impossible to distinguish the passion from confusion ... is that a false alarm... could I tell... let me answer this call... let me focus on that... let me multi-task...

I can only do one thing well... at a time... if you are that one... that I am looking for... then... the direction doesn't matter if you are from the north, west, south, east... all points lead to me... don't they...

whatever tomorrow brings... will you be there for me... will you see me in the crowd... will you hear this voice over the noise... will you make yourself... will you be...

take your time... take that pause... breathe in deep... I am for you... read me... feel me... touch me... please me...

hook me... reel me in... I've decided to take that bait... I've decided to enter the game...

maybe... just a walk with me... maybe... we can try each other on... to see if we fit...

can I be an exception to those rules you live by... would I be the rarity that you seek... would I be bonafide... certified enough for you... for awhile... do you think about me... am I what you want...

so quiet... so quiet... so quiet... say what you will... say what you mean... I don't want quiet... I don't want peace... I don't want indecision... say what you will... say what you mean...

what turns you up... what would set you free... what would untangle all of those loose ends... all of those complications... all of those "what ifs"... all of those... "but... this..." all of those "if only's"...

we might not fit... could you want me... could I want you... could you say yes... could I say yes...

"Is everything a baited hook?
And are there locks on all doors?
If you're looking for an open book
Look no further, I am yours
We'll behave like animals
Swing from tree to tree
We can do anything
That turns you up and sets you free
You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl
Could you want me?
So come outside and walk with me
We'll try each other on to see if we fit
And with our roots, become a tree
To shade what we make, under it…" - Incubus - ”Southern Girl"
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We could do anything that turns you on... that sparks you... that lets you see me... that sets you free... hmm...
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"Girl... I can't stop thinking 'bout you..." Took me to the erotic train scene of "Risky Busines"
Posted:Nov 4, 2017 7:35 am
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2017 8:12 pm
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"Girl... I can't stop thinking 'bout you..." Took me to the erotic train scene of "Risky Busines"

I luv you Lana... I heart u... I want you... cum get sum...

Imagining you from a movie scene... burst into my dream... wet my appetite... tamed by the shrew... pick me to do... I want that wonka ticket... I want that version of you...

I want to say... in the future... it's been too long since I've left... I want to be able to rewind you (us) in my mind... and, keep moving it forward...

is there enough left in the tank for us... is there enough time... is there enough room in our closets for one more hand on the car window (Titanic)... our breath fogging up the windows... only the two of us in the world... like a Rihanna song sung by Niia Bertino... with Niia in the front seat singing to us... while we are singing to the gods of luv... who have taken a time out... they are 'bout to witness a luv like one never seen before... they know it... they sense it... like you sense it... heart beating faster...

pause... steady yourself...

this is real...

there may not be hope for me... I don't see what's in front of me... I see you in the distance... out of reach... out of touch... mind waves across the universe... just missing... almost there... yet... you cum to these words... you listen... moist lips... both sets... swivel in your chair... read me... read me... cum to me... oh...

how 'bout this one... I kinda like this singer... not in a biblical sense... but, he does set the mood... ahh... ahh... ahh... ahh... oh...
...

"It's been too long since I've left
I can't stop thinking 'bout you

Imagining you in the past
Imagining what we'll do
oh

Girl, I can't stop thinking 'bout you (X4)

Do you think of me, eyes closed
I can't stop thinking 'bout you
Ahh

imagining us in the past
imagining what we'll do,
ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh, ahh
oh

Girl, I can't stop thinking 'bout you (X4)..." - Auður - ”South America"
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"Do you think of me eyes closed..."

for the dancer in you... could you...

ahh... ahh... ahh... ahh... oh...
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"I've seen you in my fantasies, protagonist of dirty dreams. You're the one I wanna know better."
Posted:Nov 2, 2017 8:00 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2017 6:36 pm
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"I've seen you in my fantasies - protagonist of dirty dreams
You're the one that I wanna know better..."

This one's for me... some ask... will she ever find me... I don't think she's looking in the right direction... I'm still writing...

And, when I find a gem like this... it's easy to pen words... they just flow like butter... or honey soon to be dripping from your body... maybe, it would be edible massage oil... maybe... just the essence that is you...

you'd need to be the open type for me... not set in your ways... I don't need that... I need that lover that is ready for a first... like she's never had before...

oh... but... you think about it... because it's more than a feeling... it's more than a touch... you are the girl in my fantasies... your are the protagonist of my dreams... dirty... clean... attainable for me...

I've had this song on replay...

What inspired you easy... life inspired me... women inspire me... women are the reason for my existence... not all women... a precious few... that I want to know... they must be looking... they must be yearning for a man like me... they must have dreams that need to be explored... with hands... with lips... with fingers... with a heart that could be laid out in the open... no castle surrounding it... no walls to overcome... yes... open for you... who... is that you...

do these words do anything for you... if not... then... you are not the one... but... if for a second... you stop... you ponder... you touch yourself... you bite that lip... you feel wetness between your legs... your heart is beating faster...

then... there is hope for you in easy going's world...

open your chest and let's explore...

I gave these a read... because I couldn't find the lyrics anywhere... so... I had to listen over and over... there may be a mistake or two... but, I don't care... if you like the lyrics... give it a listen... be ready to be turned on... like an ELP song... "still you turn me on..." and, I don't even know you yet...

"It seems that you're the open type
The type that turns out something new
Sick of stayin' at the same place all night
You and me you and me
I've seen you in my fantasies
protagonist of dirty dreams
You're the one that I wanna know better
Wanna know better
Chorus
I'd love to get to know you
In ways that no one's done before
I'd love to get to know you
open your chest and let's explore (X2)
Nothing's new under the sun
But it tells you what the moon has done
love how your body will behave when there's no light
Secrets of the night
There's places that a girl can't touch
when men feel they're not men enough
that's tough but you can do it
whatever you feel's good
Whatever you feel's good
Chorus
I'd love to get to know you
In ways that no one's done before
I'd love to get to know you
open your chest and let's explore (X2)..." - Auður - "I'd Love"
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"Whatever you feel's good..."

"I'd luv to get to know you in ways that no one's done before..."

hmm...
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"I'll pour the gasoline on your halo - I'll flip the zippo, put it in your hand..." for my dancers
Posted:Oct 31, 2017 6:24 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2017 10:44 am
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"I'll pour the gasoline on your halo -
I'll flip the zippo, put it in your hand..." for my 4 minute dancers...

Oh my...

these lyrics are something special ... Kiiara is writing to me... she is sayin'... I want you my easy going man... I want you the way you are... you're number one on my wishlist... I ain't got time for a "sliding top 30"... I want you like I've always wanted my man... a simple, easy going type... who appreciates a woman... that means what she says... and says what she means... one who can dance... maybe, not the best in town... but, he ain't shy... and... he can listen... and... he can say... yes...
I don't care about your past... I forgive everything and anything you do...
that's what she is telling me with these lyrics... ain't no angel... it's all the little devil inside her... waiting to explode around me...
maybe... she is too much for this gentle soul... maybe... she'll have to take it nice n slow...
Yes... I think she could have me... but, I would ask her to be gentle with me... not too hard... just right... and... I would want her to sing to me... this song and ... "Gold"... not necessarily in that order... but... I would have to insist... and... I want her to ride me... not like the wind... no... like an armadillo chasin' a rattle snake in god's country...
I might take her to the "RoadKill" restaurant just outside of Terrell... for a meal... that would make her cry... the menu is pretty interesting... you got your pick of alligators or crocodile with a pinch of venison... iguana and emu... I don't know how emu's came to east texas... but, they got a ranch nearby...
that's how I roll with my melonlicious breasted lovers... and... Kiiara... you can join my small list... have a first with me... embrace me... luv me... like no other... without ever letting me know...
tell them... easy going sent you...

I write this for me...

"I'll pour the gasoline on your halo
I'll flip the zippo, put it in your hand
She promise she'll be good, keep it stable
But I ain't no retirement plan
You know I'll never judge if you don't judge me
I'll straight up tell the judge that you weren't even there
I'll keep it confidential, you can trust me
I won't lie so don't lie, you want me there

Blue is for the thirty, red is for the cup
Purple twist it dirty, rainbow on my tongue
Green I smoke it ugly, pink under my skirt
My love, like a rainbow, rainbow, rainbow
Light it up

You'll be number one on my wishlist
Get money like tuition
Get diamonds big as bricks is
You'll be number one on my wishlist
Get money like tuition
Get diamonds like we never have enough

Never have enough
Never have enough
Never have enough
Never have enough

I've been riding shotgun in the silence
I love the taste of fear and Tanqueray
Your beauty keeps me pushing through the poison
These bitches think this shit is just a game

Blue is for the thirty, red is for the cup
Purple twist it dirty, rainbow on my tongue
Green I smoke it ugly, pink under my skirt
My love, like a rainbow, rainbow, rainbow
Light it up

You'll be number one on my wishlist
Get money like tuition
Get diamonds big as bricks is
You'll be number one on my wishlist
Get money like tuition
Get diamonds like we never have enough

Never have enough
Never have enough
Never have enough
Never have enough

Fuck around and find out
You know how to mull about
Fuck around and find out
You know how to mull about
How, how
You know how to mull about
How, how
You know how to mull about

You'll be number one on my wishlist
Get money like tuition
Get diamonds big as bricks is
You'll be number one on my wishlist
Get money like tuition
Get diamonds like we never have enough

Never have enough..." - Kiiara - "Wishlist"
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are you number one on my wish list... trick or treat...

hmm...
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"You're not a monster - We met in my dreams - You can't fool me - Your heart is too kind..."
Posted:Oct 30, 2017 7:28 pm
Last Updated:Oct 31, 2017 5:54 am
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"You're not a monster - We met in my dreams -
You can't fool me - Your heart is too kind..."

I feel that I know you inside and out... even though we've not met in the biblical sense... face to face...

we've made luv (in my mind)... a first... an intimate moment that I want to relive... only... not as a dream... but, as the drops of our passion wetting our appetite land on these wanting bodies... with eyes on eyes... lips on lips... your breath on mine... no fear of losing what we don't have... no fear of the hurt that cums with a luv like ours...

you are not fooling me... your eyes see others... beyond me... your heart will be mine... your laughter will make me laugh... our bodies will collide like two cupids on ecstasy... for their arrows our bouncing off of us... some kinda armor shielding us from what is meant to be...

in the spirit of Halloween... we see only monsters... but, we are not monsters...

I'm not a monster... but, we all have monsters inside us...

you are tired of being alone... looking to the ceiling and cuming up empty...

filled with someone else's pleasure... not one's of your own...

People say... if it was meant to be... then, it will be... I say... be lucky... be very lucky... make your own luck...

where does your body live... is it swimming in a sea of pleased... am I hanging from a rope... waiting... maybe, wading... hmm... can you picture me with you... a goodnight kiss... a wake-up first... together and just being...

do we need to look under the bed... in the closet... what's that going thru your head... you're not a monster... I'm not a monster... but, we have monsters inside...

I write this for me...

"I already know you inside and out
Yes, I know you
We met in my dreams
You can't fool me
Your heart is too kind
Think you're a monster?
You must not know
My heart is black as can be
Your heart is brighter than the sun
My body hangs from the rope
Your body lays gently in the sea
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside of us
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside our minds
I'm tired of endless decay
You're tired of being alone
One day I'll kiss you goodnight
One day you'll sing me to rest
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside of us (Repeat x 4)
You're not a monster
I'm not a monster
But, we have monsters inside..." - Missio - "Monsters"
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"You're not a monster... I'm not a monster... but, we have monsters inside..."

so true... trick or treat...

hmm...
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"Who's gonna tell you when it's too late... Who's gonna tell you things aren't so great..."
Posted:Oct 29, 2017 9:28 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2017 7:53 pm
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"Who's gonna tell you when it's too late...
Who's gonna tell you things aren't so great..."

Maybe, no one has... maybe, no one is... maybe, no one will...

that's a lot of maybes... I think it can happen... I am open to it happening... I let myself believe that it can... I'm ready for that first... the one that starts it all...

we get the good with the bad... and, the ugly... if you like Clint Eastwood movies... I do... I always have... even... when, he tries to convey messages to the world... that cum from his heart... but, I prefer the ones that don't... the ones that are shoot-em up-... bust-em up- mysteries... whether set in present day or spaghetti westerns from times long past... they inspire my mind... like you might... like you do... like you can... like you want to...

I tell people to hold on... to take things slow... and easy going... where's the fire... let's build a passion together... dreams from each other's eyes... fireworks in the sky... hand in hand...

someone to be there when we fall... not just that notch on the wall...

someone who listens to your dreams... and can tolerate your screams...
we are two ships drifting in the night... we don't need a north star... but... a guiding light... might just do... someone to say it's alright...

some are invincible... I've yet to meet... I am mortal... wanting to be tasted... to find that sameone... the one that sees me... a version that is right for us...
I write this for me...

"Who's gonna tell you when it's too late
Who's gonna tell you things aren't so great

You can't go on thinking nothing's wrong, but bye
Who's gonna drive you home tonight?

Who's gonna pick you up when you fall
Who's gonna hang it up when you call
Who's gonna pay attention to your dreams
Who's gonna plug their ears when you scream

You can't go on thinking nothing's wrong, but bye
Who's gonna drive you home tonight?

Who's gonna hold you down when you shake
Who's gonna come around when you break

You can't go on thinking nothing's wrong, but bye
Who's gonna drive you home tonight?

Hoo-ooh, you know you can't go on thinking nothing's wrong
Who's gonna drive you home tonight?
..." - The Cars - "Drive"
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Who's gonna cum around when you break...

hmm...
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"Fell asleep, I'm older - In the mirror I grew colder Who is she I keep wondering - Ease the pain"
Posted:Oct 28, 2017 7:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2017 10:02 pm
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"Fell asleep, I'm older - In the mirror I grew colder
Who is she I keep wondering - Ease the pain, keep me talking..."

Do you ever stop to reminisce...

Did we get older... what happened... did we get wiser... did our scars make us colder... who are we... where do we go from here... is it ever too late to start again... I think not...

Like a Sting lyric... everyday is a brand new day... until you start pushing up daisies...

Well... I do stop and smell the roses... stop and stare at the beauty that could be you... read a tidbit here... something interesting there... see something influenced by me... that sends me thru the roof... see an act of kindness to a stranger... yes... again...

when it cums to the pain of love... I cry out... my thoughts... my desires my wants... I listen to the same from you... I'm not often the one who remembers... but, I do try... I do make it a point... do you like it like this... is this what you want... is it something else... yes... I can be that person... just, don't go crazy on me...

and, don't hold back...

I'll give you my all... and, in return... I only ask for truth... I only ask for the version of you that I want to see... not the one reserved for him... or someone else...

give me the whole thing... I don't want a piece of you... I want it all... your smile... your laughter... the giggles... the honesty... the anger... the happiness... the love... the hurt... all of it... the silence... the being together... alone... not lonely...

but... don't hold back...

let's not give each other that chance to drift apart... let's have those firsts... those moments of intimacy... that we etch deep in our souls... like working with fine metal... your skin with mine... our lips sharing the flavors of our thoughts... that look in your eye... that says... yes... yes... yes... no doubt... no fear of being hurt... because if we don't cross that line... then, we can't experience
togetherness... we can experience lust, passion...

but, not that Duran Duran "undoneness" that makes it all worth it... that song... sends me... it is one of many that state my immaculate dream of us... of what awaits if we don't hold back... if we do go gently into that night... if we open up that door... "Who do you need, who do you luv when you cum undone..."

don't hold back... don't hold back...

It's never too late...

"Fell asleep, I'm older
In the mirror I grew colder
Who is she I keep wondering
Ease the pain, keep me talking

It's like you're holding back
And I'm crying out
It's like you're holding back
And I'm crying out

And I'm crying out
You spread like water
Spread like water
Spread like water through me
With no trust, no heart, we drift apart

This ain't no love
What did you think I'd take it up
Two lies written from two worlds apart
Go easy on me

Fell asleep, I'm older
In the mirror I grew colder
Who is she I keep wondering
Ease the pain, keep me talking

And I'm crying out
You spread like water
Spread like water (And I'm crying out)
Spread like water through me (No heart, we drift apart)
Spread like water through... (And I'm crying out)
Spread like water

But when it's good it's good (Spread like water)
But when it's good it's good... (When your heart...) (Spread like water)
But when it's good it's good
(Spread like water)
But when it's good it's good

I know you should
I know you should
I know you should..." - Lyves - "Holding Back"
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I don't think that it is ever too late... don't hold back...

hmm...
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